thoughts

i'm a fucking mess, stuck between what i want to do and what is expected of me. i want to speak my mind but i also know that there are consequences to whatever we do and i am not ready to face them. maybe everything will fall in its place and one day i will look back and wonder why i was even concerned.

it is all now just a matter of self discipline now to study and graduate with a decent gpa. who knows what my future will bring, but all i know is that i need to hold on, however difficult it may be.