i'm finding myself in a strange state of mind the past 6 months or so.
i don't know what i know anymore. i don't know what i don't know anymore. every truth i hold seems to fall apart under enough scrutiny. i'm finding it very hard to take positions in topics that everybody has positions on. how can i take a position in a topic when i'm not sure about anything anymore?
"if you cannot intelligently argue for both sides of an argument, do you really know the subject well enough to be taking sides?"
perhaps this is a side effect of me trying to open my mind - a deep state of confusion. but that's fine, i'll just keep ripping apart and reassembling the threads that make up up the fabric of my mind, until everything makes sense.